*Hey! I'm Courtney.Zachary Dale Corbin is my life. Otherwise, my life revolves around work, school and basketball. I love quotes and icons, i wish i knew how to post icons or else i would. I absolutely dont understand why people arent on xanga anymore.. i mean myspace.. ugh, its totally for people who are desperate and have no life, people like me, i mean, are busy and just like to have a site like this to update once in a while ya know. Well, id love some comments, otherwise, ill keep updating. Love Always, Mrs. Corbin *
- Love me when I least deserve it,
because that's when I'
really need it.
- Maybe who we are isn't so much about what
we do, but rather what we're capable of when
we least expect it.
- He is more myself than I am.
whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.
he's always, always in my mind;
not as a pleasure to myself, but as my own being.
- Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it's over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it.
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Name:Courtney Location: Lancaster, Pennsylvania, United States Gender:Female
Interests:My amazing boyfriend, Zachary..Basketball..and having a good time.. Expertise:laughing, living and loving...<3 Occupation:Student Industry:Education/Research
Well, its been a few months since i've been on this thing.. been caught up in Facebook, school, basketball, track and, of course, my number one priority: Zach. He's coming home tomorrow and i'm so excited. He owes me BIG TIME, all those times he went out when he couldve been talking to me... so sad. Well i'm done crying and i'm done putting up with his shit, starting tomorrow i'm a changed woman! :] For some reason i dont have much to say, i'm not so up to par with "updating" like i used to be. Just finished a summer assignment today, its due tomorrow by the way. Lol... if i have time to hand it in! Lol Summer is going alright, beach is just around the corner. Hershey park with my love on tuesday, then two tuesdays later... beach with my sweety! Omg, these next few weeks (i hope) should be awesome. Zach is the apple of my eye and i cant live without him, these past 6 weeks have proved so! I <3 U Honey... dont u ever forget that.
Thursday and friday, two games, both away, both against cedar crest. Both games close, both games lost, our first section loss since the seniors have played. Devastating loss, hard game on monday @ CV against Lancaster Catholic, our league rival since who knows when... gonna be a good game!! Anyways, enough about basketball, i'm tired of the cold and basketball and i just wanna be with my boyfriend! Especially for valentines day! Today i went to the gym with my sweety and now we're at home, just experimented with pretzel rods dipped in chocolate... we'll see how they turn out... lol. Facebook totally sucks... thought id just get that out of my system, i hate it, i hate myspace, i hate it, only because my sweety is gettin A-D-Dicted! lol Ugh, i got such a headache today. Plans for tonight are tacos at the corbins then watch Florida beat Kentucky's butt @ 9. Speakin of 9, at 9 am tomorrow i got basketball practice... which totally sucks. Well, head is pounding and im alone in a room with my sweety. BASEEEYAAAA <3 : ) --Love Always, Courtney
Love is so wonderful... its has its positives and negatives, but at the end of the day, it all turns out fine, at least thats what i hope. Arguing has taken its toll on zach and i in the past month...it breaks and mends us back together some how... Anyway, basketball has been alright for me, dont get much playing time on varsity but oh well, games are still exciting from the bench : ). Just ordered a new phone, its black, which i hope is less vulnerable to scratches and crap...but, we'll see; dunno when my phone is coming but, i hope soon. Well, on a last note, i got my license, not that big of a deal... only to zach... I love him still tho...so so so much. : D --Love Always, Courtney <3
Ya, I'm back, its been a year lol, well not really. Christmas was good, got alot of cool stuff, a big fluffy pooh bear i sleep with everynight, a book, of course food, and clothes, cds, etc. New years eve was nice too, just went to my Zachy's house and spent practically the whole day and night there, and i drank soda, for the first time in a long time! Well, i didnt do much homework over the break but i do have a lot this weekend! Well not much to really say.. or that i wanna say.. just checking back in on good ol' xanga since no one else does..
--Courtney
But I, had to let go of the pain, let love rain down on me...
Well, yea, um okay... today WAS going alright, got up pretty good, not so timid, went to church, then went to Panera to get a cinnamon crunch bagel with honey walnut cream cheese, yuummmyyy. Afterwards went to K-Mart to get some thingsssssss, then to Zachs just to say hello. Then: came home, did my homework, checked Zachs marvelous facebook and what did i find? Of course, new friends, updates, new groups that are unacceptable, and inconsiderate in my eyes. But, does he care? No, not that i know of. Everything he does is innocent and harmless right? WRONG! I'm gettin tired of it, but, instead of yelling at him, i'm trying to stay calm and jolly, being that is is Christmas eve... maybe i just need to spend some quality time with my family and just stop checking his stuff, but then i wouldnt know what he was doing on it, and i'd be thinking suspicious thoughts every waking moment. It shouldnt be like that, but, i guess i deserve it, he went thru it with my little myspace phase... oh well, i'm totally used to pain, i can take it. I just dont how how to securely handle it sometimes... well off to the grandparents house in about an hour, probably gonna get a shower and try to calm down... I love you zach... why do i have to get like this.... im so emotional... i hate it. You're right, we are two different people...... in every way..... : ( ---Why does this christmas seem on the verge of TOTAL SUCKAGE!!!!?????!?!??!
I'm 17, senior @ McCaskey [finally!]with everything I could ever ask for, a loving boyfriend, a spot on the varsity basketball and track team, good grades,a great family and a bright future. Dreams are way better in reality than in your sleep. I hope to excel in sports and academics this year and to convince my parents to let me go to Bloomsburg to be with the love of my life, Zach. I love my boyfriend and i wish the best for him. Live to love, and love to live... my word of advice =] <3
Heres a list of some of the things i absolutely adore, of course beside my wonderful boyfriend Zach! >>>>kissing;
holding hands;
makin'love;
dancing;
going to the movies with my love;
taking naps;
seeing zach smile;
singing;
music;
sunsets;
smoothies;
sand;
waves;
fries(waffle with cheese especially);
cheesesteaks;
icecream;
thunderstorms;
roses;
rings;
jewels;
chick flicks;
romance novels;
magazines;
barefeet;
Los Angeles Lakers;
Florida Gators;
J.P. McCaskey Girls basketball and track;
San Francisco 49ers;
laughing;
happy tears;
shopping;
spending time with family;
my best friend(s);
talking on the phone for endless hours;
listening to what people have to say;
giving advice;
cooking;
milkshakes;
having people envy me;
little kids;
roller coasters;
staring at the stars;
swimming;
water slides;
snowy days;
snowball fights;
sledding;
hot cocoa(when it isnt scolding hot);
writing poems;
creative writing;
having a goal in life;
forgiveness;
daydreaming;
doodling;
texting;
people watching;
rentin' movies and eating popcorn;
layin' in Zachs bed;
campfires;
stories;
memories;
childhood pastimes;
sleeping;
early dismissals;
wednesday afternoons;
anniversaries : );
christmas;
being me...♥